As I walked through the house one last time tonight, a lot of emotion cut loose. You may remember my blog on me and change....I don't do well with it. I've managed to keep it together surprisingly well over the past few weeks, but I was struck by a ton of emotion when I left. It was in those walls that my new husband I figured out how to co-habitate without driving each other crazy, survived the end of graduate school for both of us. It was in those walls that I found out I had passed my licensing exam to become a physical therapist, celebrated my first job at the only place I've ever wanted to work and joined the ranks of the working world. It was also there that we struggled with the heartbreak of what seemed to be insurmountable infertility and then the joy of conceiving our baby boy. It was there we brought both our babies home, it was there they both learned to walk and run. A lot happened in that home and I will hold those memories dear.
One of the many times I was bemoaning all the change to my mom, she pointed out to me that although we are leaving behind many memories in our old house, we will form many new memories here in our new home. Our boys will continue to learn new things, celebrate victories and grow into young men. It will most likely be to this home that we will bring home our daughters. Life as a family of 6 will have plenty of new memories! And, yes, that is not something I have mentioned here yet and will be the source of many new posts, I'm sure!
So, for now, we keep working on getting settled and forming new memories here. We still have a lot to do and a lot of adjusting to do, but we are so happy and feeling very blessed!
You're out of the closet! This must mean things are going forward ... will keep praying for you guys! Love you!
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